Post by Alli on Aug 10, 2010 0:35:04 GMT -5
Barbara Lynn Gordon
friends ;; i’ll mail a postcard sending greetings from the eastern block
close friends ;; when we laugh indoors the blissful tones bounce off the walls
best friends ;; constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman
friends forever ;; i'll take the best of your bad moods and dress them up to make a better you
inseparable ;; quilted in our hands, and keeping you tucked in too deep
acquaintances ;; i don't mind the weather, I've got scarves and caps and sweaters
name basis ;; casual friends kept notes in their pockets to remember your name
secret friends ;; it's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read just yet
childhood friends ;; i can hear the atlantic echo back roller coaster screams from summers past.
crush on Barbara ;; and I'll sit and wonder of every love that could have been
crush on you ;; as the girls with the pigtails were running from little boys wearing bow ties
in love ;; and I tried to choke my stare at the perfection that others would kill for
current ;; i'd squeeze a heart through my fingertip but I type too slow to make expressions stick
future ;; sing this when alone and it will feel like home no matter how far you'll be
final ;; no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white; Just our hands clasped so tight
flirting ;; anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photo booth
one night stand ;; leave our sins within the carpet twine, our bodies will dissolve the chemicals in due time
with benefits ;; and you'd skip your early classes and we'd learn how our bodies worked
lust/physical attraction ;; my lonely arms outstretched just beyond your reach
sexual tension ;; we slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
in denial ;; but I know it's too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay
secret ;; when I sang softly in your ear and tied these arms around you
past --good ;; the twists and turns of plot that turned us from lovers to friends
past --bad ;; the hearts on our sleeves as they drowned we could hear them screaming
wants Barbara back ;; and should it count against me, if I keep everything that you send me
hatred ;; but I'd rather lose your address and forget that we'd ever met
rivalry ;; i'd keep a distance 'cause the complications cloud it all
friendly rivalry ;; the differences pale when compared to the similarities they share
jealous of Barbara ;; i can't begin to compete with you and everyone knows I know you know it, too
tension ;; she holds a smile like someone would hold a crying child
by association ;; and every drop numbs the both of us, but I alone am staggering
dislike ;; let's cut our losses at both ends and aim your car away from all our friends
teasing ;; you never learned, the rules have changed since we were nine
back stabbed ;; all the make-up in the world couldn't hide the scars
protective over you ;; no longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
protective over Barbara ;; and I try not to worry, but you've got me terrified
good influence on Barbara ;; in a suburban town with nothing to do, patiently waiting for something to happen
bad influence on Barbara ;; the back of the car felt more like a home than I would ever have thought
emotional support ;; who's tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall
family ;; i'm dressed up for free drinks and family greetings on your wedding date
room mates ;; you lift your head and brush your teeth and make your bed
class mates ;; i was busy writing with a pen and paper thin dream
mixed feelings ;; the taste of blood, the mixed feelings claim of love: these two will here on cease
other ;; but my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around
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well we could carve hearts out of falling stars
chase the wind down the winding streets
ride in cars for hours to nowhere
we're a mess, but that's fine, 'cause it's you and me
lux adeline rochester
it's been eighteen years since my story started.
who am i? oh, i'm lux, also known as luxy. and here's my story
close friends ;; when we laugh indoors the blissful tones bounce off the walls
emotional support ;; who's tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall
family ;; i'm dressed up for free drinks and family greetings on your wedding date
kb says; "eek"
lux says; "eep"
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